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Wednesday 5 October 2011

Fasts and Christmas...

I'm on my first fast in the ABC diet today, I havent broken it yet which I am pretty pleased with. My mother noticed I wasnt eating much, so I now tell her I have food in school and while she was in work today I made myself a bowl of Super-noodles which I threw down the drain but left the pan and bowl out. Thankfully she bought it and now isn't questioning me any more. Today in school i found out I had 85% in my physics test, I was so upset as my average is 95! I came home and cried for hours, silly I know but it just really upset me. Maybe it's this lack of food that is making me so emotional lately idk. Also I am seriously struggling trying to juggle my revision, netball and drama practise on top of actually living my life. It seems I have put my life on hold atm as so many subjects are so demanding with course work, mocks, exams, revision. I swear if it doesnt pull to a stop I might burst. Screw exercise atm I seriously havent the time, which I hate myself for. At least my calorie intake is never more than 300 a day and I am constantly on my feet. On a happier note aha; Really excited as Christmas is only 79 days aways, seems loads but the time will fly. Christmas is my favourite holiday as everyone is happy, celebrating and your with your family. I am hoping to get a part time job so I can afford to buy everyone quality presents but I might be stretching myself a bit too thin there haha. 

4 comments:

  1. Good job with the fast! Mothers are so annoying lol. And also, fuckkkkk physics!! haha

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  2. Thanks haha tell me about it she gets on my nerves aha :P

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  3. ooo leaving dirty dishes, hadn't thought about that!!! my parents are starting to notice, but only that i'm not eating as much. physically there's no evidence, which makes this even more depressing....

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  4. I know how you feel, dw little bits always add up in the end :)

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