Scared

I'm still too scared to look on the scales to see how much weight I've lost/gained. I know I'm approx 8stoneish which is so, fat, fat, fat. Staying in all day today as I've been off sick all week so I have plenty of time to update my blog and read through others. I need to also try to revise but it's sooo hard when my stomach is in knots. I was thinking eat half red pepper before I start to revise to control the hunger pains, only about 30cals per pepper which isnt so bad I guess. Thinking of going into town tomorrow to buy Ali diet pills, never tried them before but they seeem to have alright reviews. At least with those now I may start to see results quickeer. Will power is all it takes...

Thinspiration...

We can do this, we can achieve what may seem impossible. Motivation + Determination = success  
Much love, xoxo

2 things

There are only two things I want - 1. To be skinny. 2. To get all A's in my exams. Seems like a distant wish atm as all my efforts so to go unnoticed and when there are results they only seem to be minor. Doing good on my diet today tho, I ate three banana's and a bowl of real low cal home made veg soup, approx around 400-500 calories? Not so sure tbh. Feeling really sick today tried to go home early but my drama teacher made me stay 2 hours extra for rehearsals - knackered :/ Good news is tho that my treadmill is coming on Monday so I can burn extra calories and hope to see quicker results. Stay strong x

• Food is like art, to be looked at, not eaten.
• Every time you say "No thank you" you say "Yes please" to being thin.
• Think higher of yourself, your too good to put that in your body. 
• Good habits result from resisting temptation. 

So far, so good.

I am doing alright on this new diet. I only eat veggies and minimal fruit.

Trying to cut out food all together but seeing as i'm new to this, it seems to be so hard. My parents have already started noticing my lack of eating as usually I eat like a horse but this time it's going to be different.

I will be thin for holidays next year.

I will wear a bikini.

I will stay strong.